Stop pretending everything’s fine.
Others don’t give a damn neither a dime.
Life struggles are reality, not a sin or a crime.
It’s hard to keep it in,
When everything falls apart and nothing’s fine.
I see others having fun and enjoying.
I just wish all those good things and happiness were mine.
But I am left here, sitting in a small dark room crying.
Wipe the tears flowing from your eyes.
Happy endings are not true, those are lies.
Somebody save me, these inner demons will finish me and lead to my demise.
Even if it happens, I won’t be surprised.
I am used to it now, I won’t go down but I’ll rise.
The only option is to climb upwards.
There is nothing at the end if I go downwards.
Shoot for the moon and hit the stars,
Just to see how much can I travel.
Will I end up here or go too far?
It’s not about reaching the stars,
It’s all about healing those scars.
I suffered from reckless pain back then,
So I will not give up until I breathe or unless I am dead.
Stop pretending things were fine always.
There is nothing to be afraid of and you have already found solace.
You have a family and loads of friends,
nothing to lose and nothing to gain.
Things don’t work like that though,
Reality is real, even if you want it to be unreal, it sometimes seems surreal.
On the surface, nothing is dirty, everything is clear.
Hoping things will get better soon,
‘Cause I feel relaxed and content,
only once in a blue moon.
Trying to think outside the box.
Trying to be as clever as a fox.
Trying to climb up on the longest wall.
Trying to defy all the odds.
Hope is there as it has always been.
I wish to see those things which I have never seen.
Be as noble as I can get, as noble as no one has ever been.
Don’t have a debt under your belt.
It’s hard to repay and impossible to forget.
Lagging behind you is not an option.
Nagging you constantly is only the solution.
I imagine doing things that no one does.
Imagine thinking those things to whom all that never occurs.
Imagine saying things aloud but only find myself whisper.
This life is a struggle, man! It’s a roller coaster.
Don’t waste it on blame games.
No use calling each other lame names.
Focus on your main aim
Haters will have nothing to say but display shame.
That’s when you know you’re a winner.
You’re a real life hero and not a hero in fiction.