I don’t know what’s happening.
At this point of time, imagination is what I am lacking.
Some days I cannot fight it out,
some days it is so hard to figure everything out.
I try to be as strong as I can be.
I try to make myself visible but you cannot see me.
Sometimes I get ignored and forgotten.
Sometimes I cannot feel I am alive any longer.
Although I know this experience will only make me stronger.
It gets hard to move on, how do I get rid of this monster?
I can relive, invent myself again, I wonder.
Trying my best would be wiser.
As long as I try my best, I know my future will be brighter.
Silence is the best thing as of now for me,
because it’ll make me a fighter without using any violence.